Tuesday, January 30, 2007
My friend's birthday ! Ha ha ! That is a wonderful night !
Love at First Sight
They're both convinced
that a sudden passion joined them.
Such certainty is beautiful,
but uncertainty is more beautiful still.
Since they'd never met before,
they're sure that there'd been nothing between them.
But what's the word from the streets, staircases, hallways - perhaps they've passed by each other a million times?
I want to ask them if they don't remember - a moment face to face in some revolving door? perhaps a "sorry" muttered in a crowd? a curt "wrong number" caught in the receiver?
but I know the answer.
No, they don't remember.
They'd be amazed to hear that Chance has been toying with them now for years.
Not quite ready yet to become their Destiny,
it pushed them close, drove them apart, it barred their path, stifling a laugh, and then leaped aside.
There were signs and signals,
even if they couldn't read them yet.
Perhaps three years ago or just last Tuesday a certain leaf fluttered from one shoulder to another?
Something was dropped and then picked up.
Who knows, maybe the ball that vanished into childhood's thicket?
There were doorknobs and doorbells where one touch had covered another beforehand.
Suitcases checked and standing side by side.
One night, perhaps, the same dream, grown hazy by morning.
Every beginning is only a sequel, after all, and the book of events is always open halfway through.
& 6:05 PM
Friday, November 17, 2006
Now people become more and more sham and realistic. It happened in everybody, include you and me. But somebody’s behavior is so bad that I can not bear.
I want to tell a story about a captain in a hotel. Essentially in my mind she is a small role and she lives in the bottom of society. Although she serve the customer, she is lack of knowledge and shortsighted. She can reach the captain of a hotel because her hardworking or some instrumentality. Maybe she is a normal person, or just a bitch.
She is very satisfied with her job and status, because she is a ‘captain’, she can handle the others (the waiter and waitress), she can let them do everything, if he is not happy he will let you feel not happy, she can find out any blemish of you, or shout at you like a bitch, because she almost forget how she experienced before. Maybe she just want you feel what he felt before. She is metamorphic.
This kind of people, if they have any prerogative they can use, they will become extremely arrogant. But I look down upon this kind of people very much, I hate them.
And the other kind of people, if you are useful or good to them, they will get close to you or become your friend. But if they find you are not so useful any more or they can find the others to instead of you, they will turn their face, the face is so lousy, let you feel not comfortable.
So I always ask myself, who I can believe? Why the worlds like this?
& 10:22 PM
Friday, October 27, 2006
& 12:07 PM
I hate someone compare me with the others, what ever the appearance, talent or individuality. Because everyone in the world are different form the others, and something have be fixed we can not change. I have my own pride and self-esteem. I abominate these guys who remark on me very much, because if you do not like me or find it is difficult to get along with me, you can keep far away from me, even block me. I do not care about it, because it only improved that you are not understand me, just do not irritate me. So both of us keep still, nothing will happen if you do not do like these.
I personally think I am a guy very easy to mix in, I rarely get angry. If some one says something I do not very comfortable, I will tell him or her “I am not interested in it”. If he or she is clever enough, he or she will not talk about it any more, if he or she still does not, I will choose keeping silent. So if someone be hated or revolted by me, I think almost everyone hates or revolted he or she.
At last I want to say do not enrage me.
& 11:42 AM
Thursday, October 19, 2006
Misconstruing let me feel very anguished, I lose a girl I most loved, but I still love her!
& 7:28 PM
Thursday, September 28, 2006
Can’t sleep, can’t sleep! A lot of things have changed during five months I was in Singapore. I feel I become not acclimatize myself to the new environment. Now I actually think my habitat is new environment, I do not know why. I feel everything; everybody let me feel unacquainted, not like what I imagined before I came back. I think maybe I stayed in Singapore enough long and have a lot of good memories there.
Actually, I lived in Singapore happily except a short time when I just arrived there. I have a lot of friends there, whatever Shanghai friends or Singapore friends; they bring me a lot of happiness. I still remember they celebrate birthday for me, help me when I meet difficulties, send-off and so on….... Actually, I experienced a lot of things during these five months.
The unhappy thing: Live with a person I hate most, he comes from the same city as me, and this is just a woeful thing I feel. I even feel read his name let me sick. I think anybody who stays long time with him will have same feeling as me. I have listed a lot of sick things he did before. So I do not want to list here again and I also do not remember any more.
The undeserved thing: Destroy a person’s laptop. I spill milk tea in his keyboard because I want to do an interview to him. But it still happened, nobody can understand me and I also do not want to tell anybody.
The happy things: I can fit for the learning style very quickly. And reach the goal I set at first ultimately.
Have a lot of new friends. They are HL, JT, Sky, CX, Wisely, little bee, Xiao qiang, Harry, Huang Fen and so on.
The dream: Have a lot………..
& 6:42 AM
Thursday, September 21, 2006
& 10:37 PM
I started to have a new understanding of love between two people. I went to jewelry shop with my Mum; when she was choosing diamond, I found some books and read in the corner, I just tried to know about the process of producing diamond to goof. The largest doubt for me is how they carve the diamond, because as I know that diamond is the hardest matter in the earth. I got the answer from the book, but the answer is so surprised to me. The diamond is carved by another diamond. So it is why the diamond is so rarity, not just only several hundred tons special stone only can produce 1 carat diamond, but also the diamond need carved by another diamond.
It is just like the essence of love. It is very difficult if we want to find a real lover. And the process of producing diamond is just like the process getting along with lover. If we want to let the love become more steady and perfect, we also need to carve our love. During the process, we will meet jocundity, misapprehension, treacle and affliction. But I still believe “You Qing Ren Zhong Cheng Juan Shu”
& 10:31 PM
